Mi vida es una tristeza y siempre soy el último en todo y soy un perdedor.

2022.01.29 01:23 incognitocelibe Mi vida es una tristeza y siempre soy el último en todo y soy un perdedor.

Hola, aquí estoy yo otra vez el incógnito solitario, bien pues no hay día en el cual no recuerde que soy solo un perdedor solitario que ha sido condenado a vivir en soledad sin una novia y privado de las experiencias satisfactorias e increíbles y mágicas tales como ser amado, el primer beso, la primera vez y tener novia, es algo muy triste la vida prácticamente me ha mantenido privado de esas experiencias, siempre desde que tenía 5 años tuve deseos de saber cómo sería besar a una chica y cuando tenía 13 sentí deseos de tener novia y también otro tipo de deseos incontrolables, sin embargo a pesar de todo el tiempo que ha pasado desde que tenía esas edades nunca he logrado tener una novia ni mi primer beso ni siquiera ningún tipo de afecto femenino de ninguna chica que haya conocido, es una injusticia.
El día 26 de enero tuve una experiencia en la cual no pude evitar sentir demásiada irá y mucha envidia y tristeza ya que escuché a uno de mis conocidos hablar de una experiencia privada que tuvo con una chica la cual era unos años más joven que el, logré escuchar como el hablo sobre eso y otras personas que lo escucharon comenzaron a felicitarlo y a decirle bromas sobre ellos insinuando que hizo lo correcto y fue "afortunado", no pude evitar sentir demásiada irá y envidia incluso deseaba levantarme bruscamente del lugar e irme sin embargo no lo hice por vergüenza a qué se dieran cuenta de que me sentí incómodo.
Sin embargo después no pude evitar dejar de pensar en lo dichoso y afortunado que era ese chico, logro estar con una más joven que probablemente aún era "pura" y le dió su "pureza" por primera vez a el, que dichoso de verdad y que envidia e injusticia que mientras yo estoy aquí sin ni siquiera haber dado un beso otros disfrutan esas satisfactorias y mágicas experiencias, lamentablemente yo nunca podré experimentar eso ya que la mayoría de chicas de mi edad no son para nada "puras" y ya han perdido esa "pureza" con alguien más y probablemente si algún día consigo novia ya no sea pura y eso para mí sería algo muy triste e imperdonable y me haría sentir mucha ira ya que no habría guardado su pureza solo para mí y se la habría regalado a otros que no se la merecían y eso para mí es algo imperdonable y no dudaría en rechazarla y hacer que desaparezca de mi vista porque si no guardo su pureza para mí entonces no me sirve, talvez crean que lo digo por cuestiones religiosas, pero en realidad no creo en nada y lo digo porque yo quisiera ser el primero en la vida de alguna chica y por primera vez por lo menos ser el primero en algo y ser especial y no ser visto solo como uno más de los que estuvo, porque muy probablemente me compare con sus anteriores novios y pensaría que ellos hacían mejor eso o eran mil veces mejores que yo y la verdad no soporto ser comparado con nadie porque me da demasiada irá, lamentablemente siempre soy el último en todo y soy un don nadie que nunca obtengo nada de lo que quiero y solo seré uno de los muchos con quién estuvo una chica que tristeza, por eso sí una se siente atraída por mi y no es "pura" no la rechazaré pero esperaré el momento perfecto para hacer que sienta la misma tristeza que yo sentí al saber que no se reservo para mí. Porque toda aquella que haya estado con alguien más y crea que puede tener algo conmigo estaría cometiendo una falta de respeto y una falta grave en mi contra.
Sin embargo probablemente eso no pase debido a mi poca capacidad para conseguir novia por culpa de mis muchos defectos físicos como mi rostro, mi voz y que soy muy malo en los deportes, mi única virtud es que siempre he sido "inteligente" y en la secundaria siempre era reconocido por ser un excelente alumno y podía por lo menos una vez sentirme superior y un ganador, sin embargo a pesar de eso nunca logré atraer a ninguna siempre fui un fantasma o un don nadie para las chicas y por eso tengo nada de capacidades para conseguir una novia pero igualmente siempre planeo las cosas días o años antes de que pasen y si pasa esa situación estaré listo para ser lo más frío posible para hacer que pida perdón y sienta mis tristes sentimientos.
Desearía algún día lograr dejar de ser un don nadie sin reconocimiento, novia y admiradores y algún día ser conocido y amado de verdad, solo eso me haría sentir mejor y me haría olvidar todo lo malo que me ha pasado en la vida. Aunque otras cosas nunca las olvidare como lo doloroso que fue vivir toda la adolescencia privado de experiencias como tener novia y un amor adolecente o mi primera vez o mi primer beso y para mí eso nunca lo voy a olvidar o perdonar porque yo no perdono a nadie que haya cometido faltas como rechazarme o reírse de mi además fui prácticamente obligado a vivir una vida de soledad.
Sin embargo esa tristeza debido a que nunca tuve un amor en la adolescencia y fui privado de vivir las experiencias de un adolescente normal seguirá en mis pensamientos siempre y nunca olvidare que la vida me privó de esa vida normal y experiencias satisfactorias.
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Hey Folks,
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I've been struggling with recovery since my drinking became a serious problem two years ago and this is the longest I've voluntarily gone without drinking by three weeks. (there have been other times I haven't drank for longer but that was because of money and our it just wasn't available.)
Can anyone relate to this? Has anyone found a way to deal with this anxiety at the thought of relapse or just general impending doom?
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I dress up all fancy and fem for events with family and friends.
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Is this your experience also? Do dress up everyday? Is there a way to look casually fem for someone who naturally not?
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